Come on, it's not a big deal, you know that feeling some stress from time to time is good for you, you were looking forward to this month, your cock is excited for October... Lock it up! The more sacrifice it costs you, the more you will know how to value it. Why should I teach you how to masturbate or "motivate" you to do so if being denied is sweeter than any candy? Trust me, it will never taste so good to you, you will value every drop of precum escaping from that holes looking for freedom!