You ought to be angry with yourself. You'll learn from this to never make the same mistakes twice. It's you who failed to draw attention from ladies, turning them away with your awkwardness and fears. You have no pals outside of the internet since you were unable to fit in with social groupings. You ought to despise yourself because you are a failure. But isn't humiliation your kink? You enjoy being corrected, humiliated, and put in your place. You may not want to acknowledge it, but it's obvious that you enjoy this because you're stroking your dick as I make fun of you. You ought to feel sorry for yourself for requiring this humiliation. As I talk about how you're a failure and a pitiful loser who can't get it together, I'm being harsh with you. You are aware of your pitiful nature. You can't change because you're weak. You are aware of your worthlessness.